Last Week of April

On Tuesday when I dropped off Annie at Girl Scouts, I did something with Bekah and Joey that I am proud of myself for doing...I took them to the park.  I know, it's ridiculous to be proud of myself for that (and really I don't take pride in that), but it's a big germ fest and there are so many other things I could do with an hour in the afternoon than be at the park.  But they love it!

The sun on our faces did us good!   When I picked up Annie she brought with her a large envelope.  I didn't ask about it and when we got home she went straight to her room.  A few minutes later she came downstairs holding it and with tears in her eyes says, "I think I broke your present.  It went ckkshhh because I accidentally knelt on it.  I think it shattered!"  So I checked it out and sure enough she had a put her handprints on a page with a poem and her name signed at the bottom but the frame had shattered.

She was so upset!  I assured her that the best part was not ruined at all and we can easily replace the glass, but she was so sad that I wouldn't have a surprise to open on Mother's Day.  I love my girl's heart!!  I did end up cleaning the floors THOROUGHLY (we have dark hard floors downstairs which would make it easy to not see small pieces of glass).

Wednesday was a big day for us. Okay, I feel like a first-time mama again.  It was time to put Joey into childcare at church.  Jose and I very much so have missed sitting together to hear God's Word at church and quite honestly, I hadn't participated with full attention in a church service since before Joey was born.  I had always said I would put him in class when flu season ends...and here we are.  I wasn't concerned with leaving him other than his food allergies.  I didn't want him grabbing another child's milk bottle or graham cracker .  But he did great!  He loved it!  So now I am free to go to church and Joey is happy to play with the toys and new friends.  Here's a pic of the girls walking Little Brother to class for the first time...

On Friday evening, I attended the first part of our women's 2-day mini retreat.  What. A. Blessing!  The worship was refreshing and the Spirit was present and pouring out.  Pastor David's message on the power of the Holy Spirit in our lives was so needed and I believe well-received amongst the women.  All we have to do is ask!  Truly I needed to hear this.  It had been a bit of a rough week for me, not because of any one incident but just overwhelming daily life.  In fact, I threw myself a little personal pity party the previous Monday.  I told Jose that I feel like I work from the minute I open my eyes in the morning to the time I fall into bed at night (oh yeah, and in the middle of the night when Joey gets up).  I didn't want to add to his burdens...he works full time, weekly prepares and preaches a sermon and cares for a flock of Spanish speaking sheep, and attends school part time.  I know my role.  I agreed whole-heartedly to my role as a full-time wife and mother.   I need to free him up.  I WANT to free him up.  But there are times when I forget to ask for the Holy Spirit to empower me.  When I neglect to ask, it really does become a one-man (or woman!) show.  And this one woman cannot do it all every single day.  Not without Jesus leading me, strengthening me, and encouraging me.  My best is not good enough, not even close.  But when I stop and lay my cares at Jesus' feet, He is faithful, so faithful to renew my strength and encourage me to keep going. 

On Saturday I attended the second part of our mini retreat where Cora Alley of Harvest Christian Fellowship taught.  What a wonderful communicator she is!  The theme of our retreat was Isaiah 58:11 "And the Lord will continually guide you, and satisfy your desire in scorched places, and give strength to your bones.  And you will be like a well-watered garden, and like a spring of water whose waters do not fail.."  Cora provided an excellent visual aid of a well-watered garden (a bouquet).  She used a different kind of flower to represent the riches we have been given in Christ and the aspects of our Christian lives.  Such a beautiful bouquet.  She also talked about the weeds that we can accumulate that ruin the beauty of the flowers.  I had some weeding to do!  It was a fabulous mini retreat and I am thankful I was able to attend. 

Sooo, on to another week.  But I am not going to forget to daily, maybe hourly, maybe every minute!  ask for the Holy Spirit to rid me of me, and fill me with Him.  I'm so thankful He promises He will!

Hello Again

Oh my. Am I really re-starting this blog?  So my last post was almost a year and a half ago and I said I would stop this blog to scrapbook and do other things.  I haven't scrapbooked.  : (  Let's see...so much has changed since that last post...

 I am no longer pregnant.  That was the quickest, yet toughest pregnancy yet.  I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes two days before Christmas.  I was put on a strict diet telling what and when to eat and checking my blood sugar 4 times a day.  Oh boy did the Lord use that to show me how self-serving I really am.  I did NOT like not being in control, but by God's grace He helped me stick to the plan and I've never felt so rewarded as when Joey was born a healthy 7 lbs. 13 oz. (my littlest baby yet!).  He was born February 23, 2010 and he brings huge joy to all of us.  He is walking and babbling and just so. much. fun!  He actually has 3 mommies - me, Annie, and Bekah.  : )   The girls are FANTASTIC helpers and love Joey to pieces.   To date, Joey has 6 teeth, gives high fives, feeds himself with a fork, loves peek-a-boo and patty cake, dances when Daddy makes a beat, and is refusing to stop nursing.  : /   He also is allergic to wheat, peanuts, and milk.  So one of my summer projects this year will be to research what he actually can eat and re-vamp some recipes.

Jose is ALMOST done with his bachelor's degree...praise the Lord!  He is taking one of his last 3 classes and is scheduled to be done August 19th.  I am so very proud of him.  It has been such a long haul and he has excelled and grown so much through this journey.  I know he feels more than ready to be done but he is a trooper and is still doing well through the home-stretch.  The Spanish ministry at church is going well and while his weekly sermon preparation is no easy task, we see the Lord moving and it's a blessing to watch the people grow and fellowship.

Annie and Bekah are doing so well.  They are healthy, beautiful, and smart and just enjoy life.  They are both excellent students and have done a great job with school this year.  We are determined to finish our last quarter of homeschool well.  Annie is involved with Girl Scouts this year and LOVES it!!  They have already held a food drive and visited a food bank, camped out in the leader's backyard, sold tons and tons of cookies, and this week they are packing backpacks for underprivileged kids.  These are exactly the kinds of activities I was hoping for when I signed her up.  Bekah is counting down the months until her Daisy troop begins.  She can't wait to do all the fun and exciting activities Big Sister has done.

Oh yes...and we bought a house last year!  After spending 3 years in our tiny 2-bedroom rental, the Lord blessed us with a little more elbow room about a mile away.  He did miracles for us with the timing of our purchase and working out the money.  He is so good and when He is in something, He gives that perfect peace that can only come from Him.  We love our home.  It isn't grand by any means, but rather average, yet it suits us perfectly.  Of course there are a million improvements and changes on our wishlist but overall we are very happy here.

I think that's a pretty basic summary of the last year and a half.  I hope to be more faithful to this blog because I know there is so much I want to remember, but if I don't document it I'm afraid I'll forget.  Be back soon!